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yukitsubuteDrawn silence - Chapter 14: Silent problems
Title: Drawn silence - Chapter 14: Silent problems
Pairing: Kamenashi Kazuya/ Yamashita Tomohisa; Akanishi Jin/ Nishikido Ryo; Akanishi Jin/ Kamenashi Kazuya [Brothers]
Rating: PG-13
Multi Chapter in 26 Chapters
Genre: AU, romance, angst, drama,
Disclaimer: I don’t own the boys, but the story is mine. :D
Note: English is not my native language, so I'm sorry for mistakes
Summary: Yamapi is new in town and he searches for new friends. Luckily he meets Ryo, Jin and Jin's brother Kazuya and starts to hang out with them. Everything would be perfect - even his growing feelings towards Kazuya, but the fact that Kazuya isn't able to speak makes everything more complicated. Kazuya isn't able to communicate with anyone, and no one knows why.
“Come in, and don’t ask”, he said and stepped into the living room behind the others.
“Kazuya, what were you thinking? Something could have happened to you”, Jin yelled and walked up to his brother. He was scared to death when he recognized that Kazuya wasn’t in his room anymore. Ryo’s phone was turned off and so they didn’t get Pi’s message in time.
Kazuya just sat down on the couch and looked on the wall in front of him. He didn’t react on Jin’s words in any kind of way. “What have you done at his place, why were you walking up to him?”, Jin screamed and walked up to his brother.
“Jin, calm down”, Ryo tried to interrupt, but Jin didn’t listen to him. “Why was he at your place?”, Ryo whispered at Pi and saw the other one glancing at Jin. “I think you don’t have to answer to it, I got it”, Ryo smiled slightly and his heart made some jumps. He really hoped that Pi and Kazuya would find a way together, but he didn’t think it would happen that fast.
“Kazuya, react to my words”, Jin was still yelling and Ryo could see the desperation in his eyes. Jin knelt down in front of his brother and shook him slightly.
“Stop it”, Pi suddenly said and walked up to them. Jin stopped in utter surprise and looked at him.
“What?”, Jin blinked and looked up at him.
“Stop forcing him to react, he won’t do anything if you are shaking him.”, Pi said and sat next to Kazuya, stroking softly above his head.
“What’s going on here?”, Jindidn't know what was going on here. He didn’t know why Pi was defending his brother that harshly, and he winced when he saw Kazuya touching Pi’s hand slightly.
“What the hell”, Jin whispered and looked at them with his mouth wide open. He saw Pi slowly taking Kazuya’s hand in his and he stroked softly above it. “Can you tell me what’s going on here?”; Jin said again and stepped in front of them.
“Shall I tell him about it”, Pi asked the other one gently and saw Kazuya nodding and felt his hand grasping his. He could see him being a little bit afraid of Jin’s reaction and tried to calm him down.
Before he could say anything he saw Jin glancing at him and crossing his arms in front of his body: “Why the hell are you reacting when he talks to you, but you are avoiding me?!” Kazuya looked up at him, but didn’t do anything than staring at him.
“Don’t be upset, Jin”, Pi said and tried to bring the other one down.
“Don’t tell me what I have to do”, Jin growled and grasped Pi’s hand.
“Please leave my house”, he said and pushed Pi to the entrance door. He saw Kazuya in the corner of his eyes following them and he stepped next to Pi when Jin opened the door. “Fine, then go with him, and leave me here”, he grumbled and closed the door behind them.
“Jin?”, Ryo said softly and saw his boyfriend wincing because of the sudden noise. It seemed Jin had forgotten that he was there too.
“What?”
“What was that?”, Ryo stepped closer and stroked above Jin’s shoulder.
“What? I was worried about my brother, and then I find out that he is with him, and they seem to be together, so let me be pissed off!”, Jin answered and walked up to the kitchen to drink some water.
“Jin, aren’t you glad that he found someone whom he trust? And that he seems to come back to us? He never reacted like he did since Pi is here. Maybe he can bring him back to a normal life?”, Ryo said softly and hugged the other one from behind, kissing his neck some times.
“I know, and that’s what makes me upset, Ryo”, he sighed and Ryo could hear the frustration in Jin’s words.
“Why?”
“Because it’s not me”, Jin answered.
“Not you?!”, Ryo repeated and stroked softly above Jin’s belly.
“I am there for him since years, I am always caring about him and I do everything for him. And now he gets to know a boy and he is able to answer to him, but not to me. Why?”, Jin bit on his lips and some tears appeared in his eyes.
“Jin, I think it has nothing to do with his love towards you. Maybe he needs someone who isn’t that involved in his life and past. I think you should try to support him and not doing the opposite. He still needs you, and he loves you, I am sure about it, but it seems that he gives his heart to someone else too, and you aren’t the only one anymore.”, Ryo tried to explain.
“But it hurts”, Jin said and turned around to face his boyfriend.
“I can imagine it, but don’t start to work against him or them, it won’t end good for you”, Ryo stroked above Jin’s cheeks and placed a soft kiss on his lips. He could understand his feelings, but he also could understand Kazuya’s point of view. He needed someone who wasn’t directly involved in the whole situation and the fact that he lost his heart to Pi was a welcomed chance for him to find someone whom he could trust.
“And maybe we have more time together if they start to date”, Ryo added and grinned at the other one, who had to smile because of the cute and innocent acting of his boyfriend.
“I will try it, but…”, Jin started and stopped when he saw Ryo’s grumpy face.
“No “but” here, Jin. Just try to speak with Kazuya, and explain to him what you are feeling and why you threw them out right before. I think he doesn’t feel that fine right in this moment”, Ryo grumbled, but still stroked above Jin’s waist.
“Alright…then…I will try it. And I will talk to him. I will go and bring him back”, Jin said wanted to leave when he felt Ryo holding him back. “Let them alone for some time. I think they need to calm down. I can’t imagine that both of them want to see you right now after your little outburst here.”, Ryo said softly.
“Tomorrow?!”, Jin whined and looked at the other one. He loved to clear up things as soon as possible, but he had to admit that Ryo was right here. Maybe it was the best thing to wait one day and to talk to them when they had the time to calm down. “Yes, sounds great. And I think everything will be alright then. I will write Pi a message, so don’t worry”, Ryo answered.
“You are in contact with Pi?!”, Jin asked and knitted his eyebrows.
“Yes, he was the one who took care about me, when you had your heroic “I am an idiot” days”, Ryo smirked and saw Jin pricking out his tongue in his direction before he grasped him and pulled him closer to kiss him passionately. “And you really think Kazuya is alright?!”, Jin asked again and saw Ryo nodding shortly. “Pi will take care about him”, he answered and smiled brightly.
Title: Drawn silence - Chapter 14: Silent problems
Pairing: Kamenashi Kazuya/ Yamashita Tomohisa; Akanishi Jin/ Nishikido Ryo; Akanishi Jin/ Kamenashi Kazuya [Brothers]
Rating: PG-13
Multi Chapter in 26 Chapters
Genre: AU, romance, angst, drama,
Disclaimer: I don’t own the boys, but the story is mine. :D
Note: English is not my native language, so I'm sorry for mistakes
Summary: Yamapi is new in town and he searches for new friends. Luckily he meets Ryo, Jin and Jin's brother Kazuya and starts to hang out with them. Everything would be perfect - even his growing feelings towards Kazuya, but the fact that Kazuya isn't able to speak makes everything more complicated. Kazuya isn't able to communicate with anyone, and no one knows why.
Pi brought Kazuya back to his home and knocked on the door. He saw Ryo opening it and he rolled his eyes.
“Come in, and don’t ask”, he said and stepped into the living room behind the others.
“Kazuya, what were you thinking? Something could have happened to you”, Jin yelled and walked up to his brother. He was scared to death when he recognized that Kazuya wasn’t in his room anymore. Ryo’s phone was turned off and so they didn’t get Pi’s message in time.
Kazuya just sat down on the couch and looked on the wall in front of him. He didn’t react on Jin’s words in any kind of way. “What have you done at his place, why were you walking up to him?”, Jin screamed and walked up to his brother.
“Jin, calm down”, Ryo tried to interrupt, but Jin didn’t listen to him. “Why was he at your place?”, Ryo whispered at Pi and saw the other one glancing at Jin. “I think you don’t have to answer to it, I got it”, Ryo smiled slightly and his heart made some jumps. He really hoped that Pi and Kazuya would find a way together, but he didn’t think it would happen that fast.
“Kazuya, react to my words”, Jin was still yelling and Ryo could see the desperation in his eyes. Jin knelt down in front of his brother and shook him slightly.
“Stop it”, Pi suddenly said and walked up to them. Jin stopped in utter surprise and looked at him.
“What?”, Jin blinked and looked up at him.
“Stop forcing him to react, he won’t do anything if you are shaking him.”, Pi said and sat next to Kazuya, stroking softly above his head.
“What’s going on here?”, Jindidn't know what was going on here. He didn’t know why Pi was defending his brother that harshly, and he winced when he saw Kazuya touching Pi’s hand slightly.
“What the hell”, Jin whispered and looked at them with his mouth wide open. He saw Pi slowly taking Kazuya’s hand in his and he stroked softly above it. “Can you tell me what’s going on here?”; Jin said again and stepped in front of them.
“Shall I tell him about it”, Pi asked the other one gently and saw Kazuya nodding and felt his hand grasping his. He could see him being a little bit afraid of Jin’s reaction and tried to calm him down.
Before he could say anything he saw Jin glancing at him and crossing his arms in front of his body: “Why the hell are you reacting when he talks to you, but you are avoiding me?!” Kazuya looked up at him, but didn’t do anything than staring at him.
“Don’t be upset, Jin”, Pi said and tried to bring the other one down.
“Don’t tell me what I have to do”, Jin growled and grasped Pi’s hand.
“Please leave my house”, he said and pushed Pi to the entrance door. He saw Kazuya in the corner of his eyes following them and he stepped next to Pi when Jin opened the door. “Fine, then go with him, and leave me here”, he grumbled and closed the door behind them.
“Jin?”, Ryo said softly and saw his boyfriend wincing because of the sudden noise. It seemed Jin had forgotten that he was there too.
“What?”
“What was that?”, Ryo stepped closer and stroked above Jin’s shoulder.
“What? I was worried about my brother, and then I find out that he is with him, and they seem to be together, so let me be pissed off!”, Jin answered and walked up to the kitchen to drink some water.
“Jin, aren’t you glad that he found someone whom he trust? And that he seems to come back to us? He never reacted like he did since Pi is here. Maybe he can bring him back to a normal life?”, Ryo said softly and hugged the other one from behind, kissing his neck some times.
“I know, and that’s what makes me upset, Ryo”, he sighed and Ryo could hear the frustration in Jin’s words.
“Why?”
“Because it’s not me”, Jin answered.
“Not you?!”, Ryo repeated and stroked softly above Jin’s belly.
“I am there for him since years, I am always caring about him and I do everything for him. And now he gets to know a boy and he is able to answer to him, but not to me. Why?”, Jin bit on his lips and some tears appeared in his eyes.
“Jin, I think it has nothing to do with his love towards you. Maybe he needs someone who isn’t that involved in his life and past. I think you should try to support him and not doing the opposite. He still needs you, and he loves you, I am sure about it, but it seems that he gives his heart to someone else too, and you aren’t the only one anymore.”, Ryo tried to explain.
“But it hurts”, Jin said and turned around to face his boyfriend.
“I can imagine it, but don’t start to work against him or them, it won’t end good for you”, Ryo stroked above Jin’s cheeks and placed a soft kiss on his lips. He could understand his feelings, but he also could understand Kazuya’s point of view. He needed someone who wasn’t directly involved in the whole situation and the fact that he lost his heart to Pi was a welcomed chance for him to find someone whom he could trust.
“And maybe we have more time together if they start to date”, Ryo added and grinned at the other one, who had to smile because of the cute and innocent acting of his boyfriend.
“I will try it, but…”, Jin started and stopped when he saw Ryo’s grumpy face.
“No “but” here, Jin. Just try to speak with Kazuya, and explain to him what you are feeling and why you threw them out right before. I think he doesn’t feel that fine right in this moment”, Ryo grumbled, but still stroked above Jin’s waist.
“Alright…then…I will try it. And I will talk to him. I will go and bring him back”, Jin said wanted to leave when he felt Ryo holding him back. “Let them alone for some time. I think they need to calm down. I can’t imagine that both of them want to see you right now after your little outburst here.”, Ryo said softly.
“Tomorrow?!”, Jin whined and looked at the other one. He loved to clear up things as soon as possible, but he had to admit that Ryo was right here. Maybe it was the best thing to wait one day and to talk to them when they had the time to calm down. “Yes, sounds great. And I think everything will be alright then. I will write Pi a message, so don’t worry”, Ryo answered.
“You are in contact with Pi?!”, Jin asked and knitted his eyebrows.
“Yes, he was the one who took care about me, when you had your heroic “I am an idiot” days”, Ryo smirked and saw Jin pricking out his tongue in his direction before he grasped him and pulled him closer to kiss him passionately. “And you really think Kazuya is alright?!”, Jin asked again and saw Ryo nodding shortly. “Pi will take care about him”, he answered and smiled brightly.
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Date: 2011-09-10 12:38 pm (UTC)Thank you .. I am looking forward to the next chapter .. very very much
:);):);):)
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Date: 2011-09-10 01:16 pm (UTC)Thanks soooooo much for reading and commenting my dear *biggesthugs* *hearts* *flowers*
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Date: 2011-09-10 01:02 pm (UTC)I love this fic~♥
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Date: 2011-09-10 01:17 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-09-10 01:12 pm (UTC)I can really understand Jin. All he wants is a simple sign from Kazuya that he is important to him. I can understand that... because he loves him so dearly.
Though Ryo is right, Jin will always be important to his brother, but it's also really important if Kazu finds someone his loves. His reactions are actually quite normal, because they depend on... is it his brother... or lover. Of course he reacts differently.
Good that Jin has Ryo and Kazu has Pi <3
Thanks so much for this update!!!!
PS: Ah, you are back home? *hehe* finally, I'd been waiting^^
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Date: 2011-09-10 01:20 pm (UTC)I think Jin has to accept his brother, and Kazu has to try to come back to them and maybe he can open himself up a little bit more :DD
Yes, good they have each other, that helps everyone.
Thanks sooooo much for reading and commenting my dear *bighugs*
PS: Yes, I am back, and I am dead...X_X I had a lack of sleep and was dancing (really dancing, not only shaking...) a lot last night. Luckily there were a lot of more or less good dancers ^___^
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Date: 2011-09-10 01:26 pm (UTC)running to read <3
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Date: 2011-09-11 05:56 am (UTC)*cookies*
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Date: 2011-09-10 01:47 pm (UTC)he love his brother and his been there for him all the time
yet kazu only reacts to pi..
but ryo is right as well..
glad he listens to ryo too...:)
i wonder how kazuya feels after jin's outburst...
thanks for the update♥♥♥
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Date: 2011-09-11 05:58 am (UTC)Yes, finally he listens to Ryo ^^
At least Kazu isn't alone now ^^
Thanks soo much for reading and commenting my dear ♥♥♥♥♥♥ *hugs*
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Date: 2011-09-10 02:05 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-09-11 05:58 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-09-10 02:38 pm (UTC)Kame must be shocked towards Jin outburst..
Thanks for updating!!
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Date: 2011-09-11 05:59 am (UTC)Thanks sooo much for reading and commenting *biggesthugs* *hearts*
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Date: 2011-09-10 03:25 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-09-11 05:59 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-09-10 09:11 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-09-11 06:01 am (UTC)Thanks soooo much for reading and commenting *biggesthugs* *hearts* *flowers*
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Date: 2011-09-11 12:45 am (UTC)Uwaaaaaaaa I love this fic soooo much!
*hugs*
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Date: 2011-09-11 06:02 am (UTC)I am sooo glad you like it ^^
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Date: 2011-09-11 04:15 am (UTC)However on a happier note, Jin and ryo are so cute <3
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Date: 2011-09-11 06:03 am (UTC)JIn and Ryo finally made it, and they are really cute, that's true. ^^
Thanks soooo much for reading and commenting *biggesthugs*
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Date: 2011-09-11 06:23 am (UTC)they are hahha
welcome <3
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Date: 2011-09-11 01:41 pm (UTC)Please update soon!
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Date: 2011-09-12 06:57 am (UTC)I will update soon, I promise ^^
Thankssssss *biggesthugs* *hearts*
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Date: 2011-09-11 10:12 pm (UTC)“I am an idiot” days” weeeeeeeeeeee ,))))))))))) *giggling*
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Date: 2011-09-12 06:59 am (UTC)Thanks for your nice comment *loveya*
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Date: 2011-09-12 07:51 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-09-12 02:16 pm (UTC)It's a difficult situation for all of them, and especially for Jin, that's true. But also for Kame, because he can't react to Jin, it's not that he doesn't want to, he just can't.
And ryo is Jin's biggest help here, that's true.
thanks sooo much again for your words,
*hugs* *hearts* and trees in all colores during fall
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Date: 2011-09-15 10:06 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-09-16 07:30 am (UTC)*biggesthugs*
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Date: 2011-09-17 02:22 am (UTC)Yamapi what are you going to do now?!
I feel very sorry for Jin...
Thanks for the update!!
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Date: 2011-09-17 05:31 pm (UTC)Jin is poor here, yes, but they are all together in such a mess *sighs*
Thanks for your comment my dear *bighugs*
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Date: 2011-09-24 01:30 pm (UTC)cant wait to see what happens
thank you so much for sharing
****superduperhugssssssssssssssssssssssssssss****
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Date: 2011-09-24 04:41 pm (UTC)Thanks sooo much for reading and commenting my dear *biggesthugs* *hearts*