Hide and seek – Chapter 7: Letter from heaven (final)

[yukitsubute]

Hide and seek – Chapter 7: Letter from heaven (final)


Title: Hide and seek – Chapter 7: Letter from heaven (Final) 
Pairing: Akanishi Jin/ Kamenashi Kazuya
Rating:  PG
Genre: romance, angst, friendship
Warning: ANGST!!!!!!!!;  The story is NOT based on real happenings of Kat-tun!!
Disclaimer: I don’t own the boys, but the story is mine. :D
Note: English is not my native language, so I'm sorry for mistakes
Summary: Jin and Kame are again a couple, and it starts to work out quiet well, till Kame disappears, and Jin tries to find him. A journey through the last years start. Jin has to remember about their past, about their break ups, about their beloved moments, because only in remembering those he would be able to find Kame. It's a run against time, because Jin doesn't know where Kame is, or what has happened to him.

 

Tears ran across his cheeks, because he finally knew why Kame disappeared, he told him a month ago, but Jin didn't want to believe it, till today.

He opened the paper and started to read it carefully:

 

Dear Jin,

 

I never forgot the first day we met. I sat there in the corner of the room and I felt lost. I only knew Nakamaru, because I met him and his mother right before, and then I saw you walking up to me. I could see your friendly eyes and your smile, and there I knew the meaning of “love at the first sight”. I know you wondered why I stood up and ran away, and I knew you thought I am an arrogant ass, but I was too shy to say anything and ran away.

 

On the day I saw you walking out of the house with my cup in your hand I was astonished. I never thought to meet you there, and I never thought you were there because of me. There I fell in love for the second time.

 

The years gone by Jin, and there were so many precious times we had. I think you remembered all the days, because otherwise you wouldn't sit there reading this letter.

 

I know we had our first terrible break up, and you went to America to make your own experiences. I missed you ever day of your absence. Yes, we were no couple at these days, but we were still in the same band, so I could see you every day, and that made my day shining.

 

When you came back to Japan I hoped we could speak about the last months, but our situation became much harder and our differences became bigger. We hardly ever talked to each other, and I really know I was a stubborn kid sometimes, and I hope you can forgive me.

 

And then there was the day you decided to leave Kat-tun. After you ran out of the dressing room I stood up and yelled out all my pain. I smashed the chair on the floor and wanted to tell you that I hate I hate you too, but I loved you. My heart broke and I cried out the whole pain I carried in me.

 

I didn't want to give up, I wanted to have a second chance for us, but I knew I had to stop running after you, it was senseless, but on this evening in the bar I tried it for a last time and I got my second chance, and I was the happiest man in the whole world in this night. I still could feel your lips on my skin days after our first night and I could smell your scent in every second a day.

I thought no one could take my smile away and I enjoyed every minute with you.

 

Jin, I felt we became one again, and I really want to thank you for the last weeks you spent with me.

 

When you read this I am still gone, and please, don't cry about me. I had the best time, because of you and when I would have the chance to change anything in my past, I wouldn't do it, except one thing: I'd never break up with you.

 

I will always love you Jin, and I really hope you find someone new in future, someone you can love like I love you.

 

I think I wouldn't have been able to let go of my life, when we were still in a fight, but I knew that this would happen sooner or later and I fought because I wanted to be with you, even if I got only a short time of luck before my life ended.

 

I will always keep you in my heart; I hope you have a place for me in yours,

 

In deepest love,

 

Kame

 

Comments

[lilly0]

Holy cow...
That's a real tear-jerker!!!!

Oh...Kame...Jin...
such a sad story!!! But at least they were able to spend some time together!!

Honestly, I really really liked this story a lot, though it's so sad!!

[yukitsubute]

*cries* Yes I know...it's really sad, I know...I didn't plan to make it like this it just happened....

Yes, they found together in the end....X_X

Thanks for reading my dear *hugshugs*

[kame-kiyumi.livejournal.com]

eck. I got it.
I hate it that I knew whats gonna happen when I read the previous chap. :(
Anyway, thanks for this fic...

[yukitsubute]

:((( Oh, you still got it?

Yes, it's sad but I promise to make a happy Akame too. :D

Thanks for following, reading and commenting *hugshugs*

[agustin1982.livejournal.com]

TT^TT so saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad TT^TT

but I love this ♥

[yukitsubute]

Yes, it's sooooo sad....:/ :((((( ;_; I didn#t want to make it like this, it just happened.

Thanks for following, reading and commenting *hugshugs* I am glad you liked it. :D

I promise to make a happy Akame too. :)

*hugs*

[is-kazuchan.livejournal.com]

ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh............ huhu

[yukitsubute]

*cries* Yes, it turned out like that...I don't know how it happened....X_X

Thanks for following, reading and commenting *hugshugs* I am glad you liked it. :D

I promise to make a happy Akame too. :)

[pinkporca.livejournal.com]

Rats! That was way too sad, but well done, I have to say. What a tear jerker. Thanks for writing so beautifully.

[yukitsubute]

Yes, it's really sad....I didn't plan to make it like that, it just happened....*cries*

Thanks for following, reading and commenting *hugshugs* I am really glad you liked it. :D

I promise to make a happy Akame too. :)

*hugshugs*

[dee-angel23.livejournal.com]

*Hiks* *hiks* hiks* it's so saaaaaaad and heartbreaking T_____T. If allowed to choose, I prefer them both back together..... I miss old akame, really miss them T_T
thanks for your hardwork, I really appreciate. I'll wait your another fic. Thanks a lot ^__^

[yukitsubute]

*cries* Yes, I know, it's sad and heartbreaking. X_X I didn't want to write it in this way, but it just happened. ;_;

I promise to make a happy Akame story. ^___^ (I still started to write the first chapter :D)

Thanks soooooo much for reading and commenting my story. *hugshugshugshugshugs*

[are-in.livejournal.com]

what the...
thought they'll have a happy ending but it's turn out like this...
really really break my heart...
what happened to kame actually (sorry a little slow to catch up)...

anyway thanks for sharing...*hugs*

[yukitsubute]

Gomen ne!! X_X At the beginning of the story I wanted to make a happy end, but it just turned out like this. :(((
I didn't decide what happened to Kame, I just wanted to let this thing in the dark (and I by myself didn't think of it...)

Thanks for reading and commenting *hugshugshugs* And I promise to make a happy Akame too. :)

*hugs*

[are-in.livejournal.com]

then I'll wait for a happy akame...*more hugs*

[flywithu.livejournal.com]

One of my first Akame stories - don't like them much as a pairing... *lol*
But this was so interesting O_O
Poor Kame... *cries* And Jin... and how much they fought and struggled.

Interesting concept!! *throwsconfetti*

[yukitsubute]

*hugshugs* Thanks for reading and commenting. :D

Oh, I alsways thought "Akame - no way - they have nothing together!!" but somehow they turned out to be one of my favorite pairings - it's a matter how you characterize them I think....^^

Yes, poor Kame, and Jin...*crieswithyou*

Thankssssss sooooo much my dear, I am glad you found the concept interesting and you read it, even if you aren't that much into Akame. :DDD
*hugs*

[yoru-no-hikaru.livejournal.com]

Argh. >_< Do you know how easily I cry over such stories? Now I'm gonna have a head-ache again. -_- Well, at leats it's one worth having...

I love the idea of "re-living" all of their important stations, it's kind of wrapping things up. Like they both had to do it in order to find a finishing point and move on...

Ah, tragic stories tend to be the ones that turn out best. How come, I wonder? But it's true. I still remember all hte storeis that made me cry nad I think they have something very special about them. Okay, that's all, or else I'll start crying again. Really.

[yukitsubute]

*laughs* You don't know how much I cried when I wrote this story. X_X It was unbearable....and don't ask what I felt when decided to let it end like this...it was horrible.....

Yes, JIn can find a new way to walk on now.

Angst is always nice, but this was too much, even if it was my story....it was too much....I won't write such heavy angst again.

Thanks for reading and commenting and sorry for making you cry. *laughs* *hugs*

[yoru-no-hikaru.livejournal.com]

Oh, I know. When I wrotre "Kagen no tsuki"... I cried all night. It's so bad when these things are in your head and they are really... well, the idea is really good and it fits too, but it's still so sad...

"won't write it again" - until the next time around. ^^" It just happens, I don't think you can help it. I often feel that way when I'm done with a first time scene. I'll be like "I won't do first time sex again, it's so bothersome", but then you'll find oyurself in the same situation again. Well, I guess for a story like htis one, you'll not get into the situation qute that often. It's a lovely story, though. ^^

[kame-kazu28.livejournal.com]

you really made me cry...*sob sob* *with empty tissue box*...i really hate this kind of fic but somehow i ended up reading it till the end...OMG such an addictive kind of fic

you really did a good job here. amazing plot.
wish them to have happy ending

thanks for sharing

[yukitsubute]

I am really sorry for making you cry. I didn't want it :(( But I am glad you read it till the end.

*blushes* thanks soooo much dear, I am really glad you liked it (even though it has a bad ending) and I promise I won't write anything in this way again, it made me cry too much. X_X

Thanks my dear *biggesthugs*

[piryo-chan.livejournal.com]

T__T aww you make me cry...
it's so sad,but i like the story.
thanks.

[yukitsubute]

Thanks sooo much for reading and commenting my dear, I am glad you liked the story, especially because it was so angsty. X_X

Thanks again *biggesthugs* *hearts*

[mssinachen.livejournal.com]

oh, no. Kame died. :(
I really cried in the end. I can imagine you did too as you wrote it?
Thank you for sharing. It was a very nice and sad story. *cries*
*huggles*